מילים לשיר Caved In – Atmosphere

The door opened
in walked my brother terrified
teary eyed I'm wide open
I need some air, I'm chokin'
only to hear our father died
It's not true I'm hopin'
Suspended in midGet me off this ride. Where's life goin'?
Feelin' I'm lost, I'm frozen.
Why I'm chosen for this fate
I don't know
Head shakes back and forth
emotion oh insociable not speakin
and deep inside I'm freakin'
remain in silence 'cause I'm weak
Why's god cheatin'
Want my father back I need him.
takin' half the two that gave me life
My mind replays the thought
not feelin' right
now no longer can I sleep at night
now what's my future lookin' like
insecure
aint' delt with death before
age eleven and can't take no more
My hands on the floor
'cause my stomach's feelin' sick
and I was mad at the lord
because he took him all to quick
that day
he never made it
on his way to pick me up
blamed it all on myself
and I dwelled in selfOn a path called destruct
I hated the way I feel
many thought I wouldn't make it
but I just can't seem to shake it
somebody take it away
this mad situation
my world is breakin'
and I feel I'm 'bout to cave in I tried to take it all in
accepting you were gone
after it all settled I couldn't begin
but understood I tried to take it all in
after it all settled I couldn't begin
accepting you were gone
but understood hey Dad I miss you
for everyday gone
and for the rest of my life
tried to remain strong
until we reunite
from the seeds
you planted gently
live on your memory
thanks for bein' there for me
and all the time you spent with me
love sent for me
if I could only have that day back
to sit down and rap
shoot the breeze and have a chat
but the fact still remains still later
on the day I have to meet our maker
I write my feelings on the paper
for now
along the golf course where you once played I see you
like your presence is there
as I drive by I feel you
I stop and I stare
I see the pictures of days we shared
well aware that you cared
the hardships, the struggles,
making sure I was prepared for life
the garbage, and the troubles that come with it
always kept my head with it
I gripped it
close to my heart
everything you tought me
my dad, my hero
you had my love for all eternity I tried to take it all in
after it all settled I couldn't begin
but understood
accepting you were gone I tried to take it all in
after it all settled I couldn't begin
accepting you were gone but understood
I tried to take it all in
after it all settled I couldn't begin
accepting you were gone but understood
I tried to take it all in
after it all settled I couldn't begin
accepting you were gone
but understood.