מילים לשיר Blind Pain – After Forever

The terror at home, the dread at school
I mustn't count on much support,
I'm still locked out, it's up to me,
how to face the teasing and the pain
Hate, one thing we have in common
Play your game A physical release from mental pain
Don't make me explode in your way
Beat me, hurt me a line of pain, no other way to show how you feel
(Contemplative) This is a chain of torture,
This is the rebel in her, the torment from him,
the absence of help, the mother's care Blind pain
(Child) Rage, it burns all around us
It feels more like a cry of distress, an act of incapacity
So abuse is only weakness
Feel the threat
Feel the oppressed ambience of having no place to go,
no one who'll take care of my salvation (Contemplative) This is a chain of torture,
a line of pain, no other way to show how you feel
the absence of help, the mother's care This is the rebel in her, the torment from him,
(Child) Here comes the final episode
Here comes the fight between us all
of terror and pain, abuse and hope
A fight between a love long gone
I'm to blame, but it's their own blind pain Spoken outro: It's never been worse! You gotta work, work work, come back without
(Mother) Now look where you and your selfish ambitions have gotten us!
even noticing me or that ignorant kid of yours! You only think about
(Father) I only think about myself, it's me again? You selfYou're the one complaining all the time, but when that kid freaks out, who's
yourself.
supposed to take care of her, huh?! Besides, it's not my child! Wasn't it ours,
our little 'saviour' of a love we never had? A fucking.
and I was left at your apparment raising her, I think about all I ever dreamed
of because of 'our' decisions! We both should have made compromises,
(Mother) Yeah, there is no 'us' anymore, darling! Ever since she was born
but the only one who did was me!
don't you take a look at my side of the story for once?
(Father) Oh, there you go again! You feel awfully sorry for yourself, why
(Mother) Ah, yeah sure, 'your side'. well, excuse the fuck out of me for being
in your way! A child you never wanted, living in a smaller house than you've
You must really long for somebody young and fresh, or if this means already.
ever dreamed of, and all the while I'm getting old and ugly, right?
(Father) Enough! Don't you dare accuse me of being unfaithful! That's
how you ruined my loyalty, I can't believe I once fell in love with a.
(Mother) Oh, neither can I, you bastard! Neither can I! And loyal? I dind't
know you're familiar with that word!
(Father) There's a lot you don't know, a lot you'll never understand!
We've lost contact, baby.
forget to drown on your way to a better life!
(Mother) Oh yeah, really? Well, that doesn't seem to bother you. Why don't
such a freaed up bith and a freaky daughter! I can't believe we're still
you just go on? Go, go! Drift off away on that little island of yours and don't
(Father) Maybe I will, maybe I will! I'd rather drown than be locked up with
holding a conversation about something so stupid!
(Mother) Fine, go! Just GO! Drown! I hope it'll be slow and painful!
(Father) Shut your fucking mouth!
(Mother) Asshole. Asshole!.