מילים לשיר My Sanity On The Funeral Pyre – Atreyu

Paranoia is the insect worming its way
Through my subconscious thoughts
It's the larva of my self doubt
And everything I touch is breaking
Gestating in my heart as I spiral down
And it falls to earth in splinters
Finds its way underneath my skin
And after 22 years I can still make my skin crawl
And I shiver as every splinter
Every shortcoming, a pitfall
Within myself to be what I became
On my way to making amends Sometimes it feels like the whole wide world
Has made itself my enemy
But I will stand upon my own two feet
And raise my head up
Trying to cleanse the infection
I lick my wounds Rabid and diseased reality fades away
A dream of emotional perfection
When I pushed myself too far
Trying to perceive the gifts inherent inside me
Has left a wounded heart
It's like squeezing the trigger
It's like opening fire
For the first time
On every beautiful lie that is only fiction
On everyone who's let me down
I'm losing control and I like it
Freedom feels like the noose is gone.