מילים לשיר To Kill This – This Providence

With a lack of self esteem
I walked into my teens
I'm still frustrated
And six years later
And now it all comes down to
I'm still not who I want to be
Am I treating her right? All that I can be for her
If I could just be
That's when I'd be the man I long to be
Story of infinite last chances I keep telling myself
It's a neverending
I hate this cycle And now it all comes down to Am I treating you right?
Just grow up
But it's so easy to say
And so much harder to do
It's the only thing left to do
I hear it each and every day
Just grow up It's time to kill this
There's no two ways about it
Ends today right here right now
But it's time I learn that
It's not a matter
Or singing the right songs
To say goodbye to all this heartache
Of saying the right words To just say no, just run away, endure pain
It's so old but it's not easy
And suffocate every desire that hurts you My words and actions don't align
My heart is the victim of my mind.